My First Heartbreak eggie | 24-10-2019 | On the eleventh day of April every year I write you birthday letters filled with unrequited dots of emotions and hyphenated elegies hopelessly hoping you would open and read them. The last time I tried dialling up your number to ask if you have been keeping fine up there but the line never went through. Maybe it never will. It breaks me but I'll never cease writing to you because that is how I know I can keep you alive in my dreams and memories until I find no breath in me. Life has never been the same ever since you left. How selfish of you to not think about that! The life you live on the other side now must be blissful and I'm happy you're already home. Yes, I must be foolishly and utterly happy. But what rips my heart open and grips my veins cold tight is; you made it look so so very easy to walk away from loved ones. You made tears the easiest to flow. You broke my heart beyond repair and I've never found a place to...
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